The event was amazing. So fun, no stress. Again, why was I nervous? It was just yesterday that I did nothing and cried. I felt a little bit sick when we were driving there, but not as sick as I’ve felt in the past. I distracted myself well today, obsessed over outfits a bit, but I even wore lipstick!
I don’t know how to fix this anticipatory anxiety stuff. I know that the more I push through the anxiety and just good the thing, it’s fine, but I’ve done that a lot and not much has changed.